Hu Songs! Well, song. Nina Simone's "I Wish I Knew How It Would Feel To Be Free" has a vibe I think fits. A want to belong and rebuild, behind a face of ultra-cool strength.
"I wish I could give / All I'm longin' to give / I wish I could live / Like I'm longin' to live / I wish I could do / All the things that I can do / Though I'm way overdue / I'd be starting anew."
- Kade Player